People whom i Miss desperately..

they say time heal all things..but time itself is an irony..time also makes you miss someone desperately..and it makes you eager to see the recipient of the feeling asap..i've been with these people for quite some time already and it's of course no wonder that i miss them so..therefore, this post is solely dedicated to them and them alone..i miss many people but i miss these people desperately and a lot

1) My Family

i miss my dad, mum, my maid for many years and surprisingly my 2 sisters..lol..considering hw i've always been so annoyed with them whenever i'm back home..i miss home-cook food. i miss using the car. i miss sleeping in my own bed. i miss bugging mum to let me go on a splurge. i miss talking till my dad cant stand it any longer. i miss them scolding me too (i better nt tell them this)..hmm..the list is still going on though..there's a saying that blood is thicker than water..this is very very true..ntg in the world can replace my parents..=)

2)Hii Mao Li, my bestie since high sch & my partner-in-crime

i miss you lili...jeez la..i have no1 to rant and rave when i'm in the mood. i miss you trying to talk sense to me when i'm about to do something crazy. i miss going to your place all the time. i miss camwhoring with you. i miss talking bout guys with you. i miss going out till late with you. i even miss the time when both of us came back from soho smelling like the garbage dump itself and we poured like the entire bottle of perfume on the seats of my car. you've been there for me through thick and thin and i really appreciate that. i can't wait to go melb and stay with you in latrobe for the wkends and you with me at caulfield. it's quite surprising that we're still strong and close although we're pretty far. our WEBCAM session is still going on !!

3)Gwenda Tan Wen Ling, the elder sister & close confidante that I've never had

i miss u gwendada. i miss bitching bout stuff with you. i miss going on crazy excursions and taking pictures of crazy and weird ppl. i miss going to places like soho or links without you. i miss all our lunches. i miss our beach outings. i miss us complaining bout our own guys. i miss asking you for advice. i miss going crazy with you. you're like the elder sister that i never had. i can talk bout anything at all with you. thank the stars for the creation of cell phones, msn and skype..i cant wait for our next skype session..its ur turn nw to decide the time..=) and i can't wait for you to be here. i hope he wants to come down kl so that you can stay with me..like i told you, i'm gwenda-deprived...

4)Wong Yi Yang, the guy friend whom i can count on

omg..i have not been talking to you recently and it feels like ages already. we have not been drinking together since NYE !lol.. i miss asking you for advice. i miss annoying the crap out of you with my constant teasing. i miss high school. i miss telling you my stories. i even miss ur CSK-ness (chao seh kia). i miss talking to you. and i wasn't even afraid of your driving although you claimed it was bad. there's so much i wanna update you on. and i'll do that when we're both back in kch. or when we meet up in kl. rmbr i have yet to bring you to one of the clubs.

5)Jason Pui, the guy that can always tell me the truth

usa is seriously very far for a friend to go. but although u're that far, u still knw stuff thats happening here. even stuff bout me though i wonder how. haha. i miss you tutoring us in everything i didn't knw. i miss your car. i miss you telling me to behave and all. and i can always count on you telling me the truth no matter how bad it is. the last time i saw u was on new year's before u left for seattle. we went to all over town to find out the source of the lights in the sky only to end up at crown square. lol. ít's good that i can still talk to you bout things although there are like thousands of miles between us.

6)Eleanore Liew, one of my fave babygirls that we have to look out for

elle's like the baby to me. maybe it's because she's younger and all. like gwen, i miss you too. i miss our craziness. i miss our camwhoring sessions. i miss all the lunches. i even miss picking you up from school so that we can go out and therefore making you skip school. i miss party-ing with you. i miss gossiping with you. i miss doing weird but funny things with you. i miss all the times we hang out. you're like one of the only juniors that i'll actually look out for. in case there's problems at home or in sch. i miss texting you too. and babe, dont worry bout those bitches that u were telling me about the other time. call me if anything happens or if u're feeling down k. i'll b back in kch soon. and u'll be up in kl soon too.

I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY !

there's still a couple more of ppl..but i'll leave that for later..this is just part I..the remaining 4 ppl are in part II..look out for it..

YAY..

daddy came down and paid me a visit..and then he'll be off to singapore and russia..*sighhhhhhhsssss* i miss my home and my family...i suddenly feel super nostalgic about it all..i cannot imagine where wud i be without my great daddy and terrific mummy..i WANNNNAAAAAAA go hommmeeeeeee...

no words can suffice what i want to express now. no emotion can descibe the feeling i'm feeling now.
you have always been a constant in my life. you've seen the ups and also the downs.
although i tend to complain and argue with you a lot, you never used violence against me eventhough ýou've reached your limit.
but know that i don't hold hard-held feelings and grudges against you for all the punishment that has been meted out to me.
you have given me the best that life has to offer but i just took it for granted.
you provided everything and give me everything that i have ever wanted.
i know i've been spoiled rotten since my birth and i have also known that i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth and are more privileged than many.
i had the best that money can buy but i was still not satisfied.
it is only when i know what was being sacrificed for that to happen that i feel guilt and remorse.
you have worried about me constantly for sleepless nights until your own health has deteriorated but still i was more important than your own health.
you should take good care of your health as you cannot leave me all alone in this harsh environment - i won't let you.
you have protected and sheltered me from the outside world since i was born so as i would not be exposed to the cruelty of the world.
whatever mistakes i have done-trust me, i have committed many, you have forgiven them all.
you tend to berate me constantly too as you're worried you might not be able to do so in the near future,
but i took it as a bunch of usual naggings.
you expect a lot from me not because you want me to fulfill your dreams but because you know that i am capable of achieving the best.
all of your dreams are all dreams concerning me and my future.
i have more often than not been disappointing you and letting you down with my playfulness and by not taking it seriously.
you have suffered through it all in silence without a single word to any of us and had shouldered the burden alone.
in the hopes of not worrying us at all.
therefore, regardless of everything else, there is only 1 thing that you should know,
that i LOVE YOU no matter what and that no1 can replace you.